I accepted every word he spoke and I believed all of it to be true...I trusted him with all my being when he said "I love you gal, do you love me too???"
I thought I mattered to him and I changed and gave up my identity to be all that he wanted....
His possessiveness was welcome and comfortable binding and a solace in my fear...
His arms as he held me were firm and reassuring, as though telling me
"I'm not going anywhere leaving you, I am with you, I am right here"
He banished all the darkness that I hid in my heart, filling it up with hope, love n longing that seemed so much luminous and it lit my presence...
Now when I look back at it it all I see is remnants of fallacy, and a bitter moment of surrendering myself to his pretense!!!!
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