Memories of his lips on mine....

 the lush taste of him and raindrops that taste so divine... 

His hands hold mine as we walk together......... 

Let me have a moment of dream that I'll cherish forever......

Moments of sheer bliss that often hurt as hell....

A desire so dark and potent than any charm or spell.....

His breath warm and his touch simply maddening as it raises weals of pleasure against my skin...... 

Memories of nights of madness, passion and ecstasy- and moments of love and the sweetest sin....

Never lemme go

Hold me tight and never let go....
I need you to be complete and happy and my need for you is more than I can show....
Catch me when I let go of rationality and  don't let me drop...
Love me as if there is no tomorrow and don't ever stop...
So close your eyes and let me kiss you....
If there is just one life to live- I want to live it with you!!

YOU!!

PRETENSE

I accepted every word he spoke and I believed all of it to be true...
I trusted him with all my being when he said "I love you gal, do you love me too???"
I thought I mattered to him and  I changed and gave up my identity to be all that he wanted....
His possessiveness was welcome and comfortable binding and a solace in my fear...
His arms as he held me were firm and reassuring, as though telling me 
"I'm not going anywhere leaving you, I am with you, I am right here"
He banished all the darkness that I hid in my heart, filling it up with hope, love n longing that seemed so much luminous and it lit my presence...
Now when I look back at it it all I see is remnants of fallacy, and a bitter moment of surrendering myself to his pretense!!!!